DAY 28.
Well no one has turned into flesh eating zombies yet... The tension is still rising...
As of Monday, we will need to wear masks in public.
People are dying in my county,cases well into the 500's and New York Cities death tolls are so high they are going to be doing temporary internment in parks until we can sort out the funeral details. NEW YORK IS NOT OK!
I am working still, but at what cost and for how long? I am working from home. Big deal.. first world problems. Many of my beloved friends are "essential" workers. Nurses, Police officers, grocery clerks, chefs and municipal workers. I worry for them, the ignorance of other people affecting their daily life.
Mental Health fluctuates day by day. You could be having a great day, two seconds later... the world is failing apart. Routine has been working for me, sort of. My sleep schedule is fucked.
I stopped watching the news everyday. Nothing new is going on other than more people are getting sick and dying. Famous people are getting it, Prime Ministers, musicians... everyone is at risk.
The eerie part of it is, you go outside, normal Western New York spring day, you go for a neighborhood walk and if you come into the path of another walker, they will full on cross the street to pass by you. There are so many birds and squirrels out now. Animals are out, I have seen three hawks in the sky at one time. Pollution is down, L.A. has no smog right now.
I think that this is really going to change our lives forever, things were supposed to be improving by now.... that is clearly not the case... we will see now won't we.
Thursday, April 9, 2020
Monday, March 30, 2020
CAPTAIN'S LOG STAR DATE 3.30.2020
17th Day.
I am not really sure what will happen. I do not think that this is going to end well. I feel like we are just waiting for it to explode and people start dying that are close to us.
Our parents.. AKA Boomers... Are still running rampant. My parent decides to stop over and demand attention in a typical narcissistic fashion. I have made them stay outdoors and sanitize after they leave. I have been called a bitch, paranoid and neurotic.
The indescribable amount of anxiety that comes over my body when I see a car pull into my driveway is ruining my quality of life. It resonates well into the following day.
I have one job, that is to keep everyone safe and healthy in my household.
As far as the rest of the world goes, everyone is fairing better than the United States. We have surpassed China in cases of the virus. Yeah, we have to "Win" at everything. Our shit-bag "president" is now withholding medical supplies to states that need it if their Governor " isn't nice to him"
HOW IS THIS LEGAL? HOW DO PEOPLE THINK THIS IS OK?
Luckily and unluckily I live in New York. Our Governor has actually stepped up to the plate and is honest and proactive. However, the fate of NYC is uncertain.. I feel like that is going to be devastating.
I am not really sure what will happen. I do not think that this is going to end well. I feel like we are just waiting for it to explode and people start dying that are close to us.
Our parents.. AKA Boomers... Are still running rampant. My parent decides to stop over and demand attention in a typical narcissistic fashion. I have made them stay outdoors and sanitize after they leave. I have been called a bitch, paranoid and neurotic.
The indescribable amount of anxiety that comes over my body when I see a car pull into my driveway is ruining my quality of life. It resonates well into the following day.
I have one job, that is to keep everyone safe and healthy in my household.
As far as the rest of the world goes, everyone is fairing better than the United States. We have surpassed China in cases of the virus. Yeah, we have to "Win" at everything. Our shit-bag "president" is now withholding medical supplies to states that need it if their Governor " isn't nice to him"
HOW IS THIS LEGAL? HOW DO PEOPLE THINK THIS IS OK?
Luckily and unluckily I live in New York. Our Governor has actually stepped up to the plate and is honest and proactive. However, the fate of NYC is uncertain.. I feel like that is going to be devastating.
Monday, March 23, 2020
CAPTAIN'S LOG STAR DATE 3.23.2020
Since our last post...
Humans are fucking stupid. We are on lock down even more so, non-essential business are now closed.
People are still gathering in large groups despite the Surgeon General and the Governor of NY begging people to follow the rules. Kids are still going on Spring Break, going over each others houses. It has been really frustrating to see people not care, think this is a hoax or a lie.
Mouth-breathers are touting Martial Law..sigh..
WE WOULDN'T HAVE HALF OF THIS PROBLEM IF PEOPLE FUCKING LISTENED.
My loved ones are saying I am paranoid.... but they do not realize I am making the changes in my life and way of living so they do not die.
I am having to fend off ignorant family from coming over here to see my grandfather or to get stupid things that are not life or death because they did not prepare....
The President of the US was being helpful, now he is being a twat.. go figure. A tiger cannot change its stripes.
I am deeply concerned about the relationship between the US and Canada. I worry for my friends who are married and stranded between this border closing. I worry that I will not see my best beloved Canadian friends or even my friends across the globe.
I feel like I need a good social media break and an emotional break from constant virus talk.
I have to watch the news, which sucks, but I need the updates because of the constant changes..
When I said I wanted a new plague, this is not what I meant. I guess I should have been a little more specific. But... honestly, the planet is healing, people are communicating..
I think I would love this more if the weather was better and you could be outside and feel the sun.
The whole world is at a stand still... probably for a while.
Humans are fucking stupid. We are on lock down even more so, non-essential business are now closed.
People are still gathering in large groups despite the Surgeon General and the Governor of NY begging people to follow the rules. Kids are still going on Spring Break, going over each others houses. It has been really frustrating to see people not care, think this is a hoax or a lie.
Mouth-breathers are touting Martial Law..sigh..
WE WOULDN'T HAVE HALF OF THIS PROBLEM IF PEOPLE FUCKING LISTENED.
My loved ones are saying I am paranoid.... but they do not realize I am making the changes in my life and way of living so they do not die.
I am having to fend off ignorant family from coming over here to see my grandfather or to get stupid things that are not life or death because they did not prepare....
The President of the US was being helpful, now he is being a twat.. go figure. A tiger cannot change its stripes.
I am deeply concerned about the relationship between the US and Canada. I worry for my friends who are married and stranded between this border closing. I worry that I will not see my best beloved Canadian friends or even my friends across the globe.
I feel like I need a good social media break and an emotional break from constant virus talk.
I have to watch the news, which sucks, but I need the updates because of the constant changes..
When I said I wanted a new plague, this is not what I meant. I guess I should have been a little more specific. But... honestly, the planet is healing, people are communicating..
I think I would love this more if the weather was better and you could be outside and feel the sun.
The whole world is at a stand still... probably for a while.
Wednesday, March 18, 2020
CAPTAIN'S LOG STAR DATE 3.18 2020-
Well, it has been a minute since I have even logged in to this account.
I felt like since I have been stuck home since 3.13.2020 I should write about what has been going on.
We are all in self-isolation due to the COVID-19 pandemic.
No gatherings of more than 5 people, places are closing left and right. Places to buy essential things are restricting hours of operation. There is no ammunition left and no guns to be purchased for home defense. Apparently toilet paper is one thing to run out, which I find moronic...
Not exactly what I have been hoping for as far as societal collapse.
Currently my career is in logistics and supply chain, which has been more or less my field of expertise for the last decade or so in one for or another. I have yet to lose my job or income and I have been able to work from home. They have closed the border to Canada for all non-essential travel.
I have found an increase of hysteria, panic and distrust among the general population...
As a person who has never followed the footsteps of the norm, this doesn't see too terrible for me. I do not mind being alone or in the house for long periods of time, I have plenty of things to do.
I worry for my family who did not take the right precautions when they started with the emergency alerts. I also do not want to get anyone sick.
What I have loved during this whole thing is the amount of communication I have had with all of my friends who I know across the globe. It has been so nice hearing from everyone and the general concern for each others well being and for our families.
I hope no one I love dies.
But with that being said, I would like to start dressing like a Road Warrior and or any character from Blade Runner... sooner than later.
I felt like since I have been stuck home since 3.13.2020 I should write about what has been going on.
We are all in self-isolation due to the COVID-19 pandemic.
No gatherings of more than 5 people, places are closing left and right. Places to buy essential things are restricting hours of operation. There is no ammunition left and no guns to be purchased for home defense. Apparently toilet paper is one thing to run out, which I find moronic...
Not exactly what I have been hoping for as far as societal collapse.
Currently my career is in logistics and supply chain, which has been more or less my field of expertise for the last decade or so in one for or another. I have yet to lose my job or income and I have been able to work from home. They have closed the border to Canada for all non-essential travel.
I have found an increase of hysteria, panic and distrust among the general population...
As a person who has never followed the footsteps of the norm, this doesn't see too terrible for me. I do not mind being alone or in the house for long periods of time, I have plenty of things to do.
I worry for my family who did not take the right precautions when they started with the emergency alerts. I also do not want to get anyone sick.
What I have loved during this whole thing is the amount of communication I have had with all of my friends who I know across the globe. It has been so nice hearing from everyone and the general concern for each others well being and for our families.
I hope no one I love dies.
But with that being said, I would like to start dressing like a Road Warrior and or any character from Blade Runner... sooner than later.
Sunday, November 6, 2016
Saturday, November 5, 2016
every once and a while. people fuck up. good honest people. it doesn't matter. you'll always be remembered for the one time you fucked up.
Upstanding fucking citizen... has a bad day. made bad choices... Oh you're going to burn at the fucking stake for this one.
I am sick of living my life for everyone else's comfort. When do i get to do what i want.
I am a tax paying adult. I have a good paying full time job. I get stuck taking care of everyone else and i have to carry the Dying's burdens and the soon to be dead burdens.
No one wants to do the dirty work, ever.
I might be in a house full of people but i am pretty fucking alone.
oh hey happy six years anniversary of my blog that i have regretfully neglected for two years.. oh ya know being fucking " happy " and shit.
Well all of that was a fucking joke apparently what a fucking day.
I HATE EVERYONE
no one has had the life i have. no one cuts me any sort of slack for it.
i hope a fucking meteor blows us all up
Thursday, December 31, 2015
The past year
So In the past year I've neglected this blog so much, I've actually felt like something was missing. An outlet that isn't facebook or Instagram. That's more out of the the beaten path. I will try to do better this year posting on here for sanitys sake
Thursday, November 5, 2015
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