Better late then never... Band Aid on a Bulletwound's 3 year Anniversary !!!

3 years ago I started this blog in hopes that it would be so I could get my artwork out there. It has mostly become a mental dump of what is rolling around in my brain: song lyrics that I feel are pertaining to my life, music videos,  shameless "selfies"/ photo documentation of random life events, cool imagery found on the Internet and barely my artwork.

I had high hopes... But I am not disappointed in the evolution.

The last 3 years of my life have been the most depressing 3 years I have had since I was a teenager.

Please don't go, I can't handle anymore abandonment. My life can't get much worse so here's to hoping that things will start getting better...

PS, I love you forever Dad. I miss you so much and it's only been 13 days...

50 years since the JFK Assasination

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=V-LA0ypFXig

I am nothing, I have no one

3:25 am 11/9/13

I will always love you dad.

I had the honor to carry your body it is final earthly home.

You touched hundreds and hundreds  of people's hearts... I saw only a fraction, and that was overwhelming... You were an amazing man. Thank you for being the best father. 

I love that you are proud of me.

Hospice Diary continued...

Today we told you that you don't have to hold on anymore. You did amazing things with this life and now you have to let your  tenacious lion heart go to heaven. 

We will take care of each other dad. We promised you that. 

You are the most amazing selfless human I will ever know. 

Hospice Diary

As you sleep, I see your peaceful face.

When you awake, I see your grateful smile.

The thoughts of the things I will miss about you bring tears.

But the beauty of the life you lived and the hearts you've touched will be rewarded with eternal happiness and joy.

I love you dad. Not too much longer until you are free.

Precious

Precious and fragile things

Need special handling

My God what have we done to You?

We always try to share

The tenderest of care

Now look what we have put You through...

Things get damaged

Things get broken

I thought we'd manage

But words left unspoken

Left us so brittle

There was so little left to give

Angels with silver wings

Shouldn't know suffering

I wish I could take the pain for You

If God has a master plan

That only He understands

I hope it's Your eyes He's seeing through

Things get damaged

Things get broken

I thought we'd manage

But words left unspoken

Left us so brittle

There was so little left to give

I pray You learn to trust

Have faith in both of us

And keep room in Your heart for two

Things get damaged

Things get broken

I thought we'd manage

But words left unspoken

Left us so brittle 

There was so little left to give

We were given another day with you...

Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance.

Esthetics school starts monday.... yikes!

YOU'RE BLESSED!!

I Bleed Upon

Every Straw

You Need

I Bleed

You're Blessed

Blessed With

Holy Hands

If You Could Keep Me Together

I won't Stay Home

No I Never

I Lie In A Pool Of Spit And Fear

But I Won't Stay Weak Or Hurt Or Shattered

Holding On

...MY FAVORITE BLOGS TO FOLLOW.... YOU SHOULD TOO...

http://forevercursed.blogspot.com

http://thelivingdoorwayii.blogspot.com

http://annihilatenextweek.blogspot.com

http://carriedouttosea.blogspot.com

Happy Halloween!

Back and to the left!

This town was built on miles of hope

and I dare you to give one reason to stay

and maybe I won't go away.

So far you only dared me once

and I think we know that's not even close enough.

Not enough for me to stay.

It costs so much I know.

But I guess I need to know what it would have felt like to be right.

But I'm getting tired all over again so hurry up

and get here because I'm still waiting...

just like I've always been.

I'm getting tired of standing around,

just sitting here and waiting to be found.

Same old shit just a different day.

I'll wait around for one more day

but I know that's what I will always say.

Will this ever be O.K.?

I will always worry about you.

I will always stick up for yo

Pandas!!!!!