I Know You Care
By: Ellie Goulding

Clinging to me
Like a last breath you would breathe
You were like home to me
I don't recognize this street

Please don't close your eyes
Don't know where to look without them
Outside the cars speed by
I've never heard them until now

I know you care
I know it is always been there
But there is trouble ahead I can feel it
You were just saving yourself when you hide it
Yeah I know you care
I see it in the way you stare
As if there was trouble ahead and you knew it
I'll be saving myself from the ruin
And I know you care

I used to run down the stairs
To the door and I thought you were there
To shape to comfort of us
Two lovers locked out of love

Oh, but I know you care
I know it is always been there
But there is trouble ahead I can feel it
You were just saving yourself when you hide it
Yeah I know you care
I see it in the way you stare
As if there was trouble ahead and you knew it
I'll be saving myself from the ruin

I know it wasn't always wrong
But i've never known a winter so cold
No I don't want my hands in your coat
But I still hope

'Cause this is how things ought to have been
And I know the worst of it
Wasn't all that it seemed
Why can't I dream, why can't I dream

'Cause I know you care
And I know you care
I know you care
I know you care
I know you care
I know it's always been there

Can we start again Go back to what it meant back then Open minds and open hearts The things that set us apart Was it more than words And do they still apply And do you still believe

Been there, done that, messed around,
I'm having fun, don't put me down,
I'll never let you sweep me off my feet.

I won't let you in again,
The messages I've tried to send,
My information's just not going in.

Burning bridges, shore to shore,
I break away from something more,
I'm not to, not to love until it's cheap.

Been there, done that, messed around
I'm having fun, don't put me down
I'll never let you sweep me off my feet.

This time baby I'll be Bulletproof
This time baby I'll be Bulletproof

I won't let you turn around,
And tell me now, I'm much too proud
To walk away from something when it's dead.

Do do do your dirty words
Come out to play when you are hurt?
There's certain things that should be left unsaid.

Tick tick tick tick on the watch now,
Life's too short for me to stop -
Oh baby, your time is running out.

I won't let you turn around,
I'll tell you now, I'm much too proud,
All you do is fill be up with doubt.

This time baby I'll be bulletproof.
This time I'll be bulletproof
This time I'll be bulletproof.

I can breathe.

We are all going to die..

I did it.

Soulless. Liar. Fake. Unforgiving. Uncommitted.unforgivable.

I am all of these.

All I can say is sorry.

I have hurt too many.

I just wanted to be alone.

Those aren't words that anyone wants to hear or believe.

Nothing is ever really free.
Everyone has a price.

It's hard for me to speak and no one is able to listen.

My words are so quiet when your desires are yelling.

I will be better.
I will try harder.

For the sake of my soul

Happy Birthday to me?

31... Here's to another year. Health for myself and my family is all I can wish for.

And someone should make me this cake
Or a playlist/mix cd.

Ellie Goulding- Lights

Testing -- please disregard.

I had a way then
Losing it all on my own
I had a heart then
But the queen has been overthrown
And I'm not sleeping now
The dark is too hard to beat
And I'm not keeping up
The strength I need to push me

You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine them when I'm alone
And so I tell myself that I'll be strong
And dreaming when they're gone
'Cause they're calling, calling, calling me home
Calling, calling, calling home
You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine them when I'm alone

Noises, I play within my head
Touch my own skin
And hope they'll still be there
And I think back to when
My brother and my sister slept
In another place
The only time I feel safe

You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine them when I'm alone
And so I tell myself that I'll be strong
And dreaming when they're gone
'Cause they're calling, calling, calling me home
Calling, calling, calling home
You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine them when I'm alone

(Lights, lights, lights, lights, lights, lights)

You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine them when I'm alone
And so I tell myself that I'll be strong
Dreaming when they're gone
'cause they're calling, calling, calling me home
Calling, calling, calling home
You show the lights that stop me turn to stone
You shine them when I'm alone

Home, home
(lights, lights, lights)

Home, home
(lights, lights, lights)

Four days and counting

Well four days until my birthday. I'm not psyched. Last years birthday sucked and I'm pretty sure this one is going to be worse...

Over rated.

I'm not going to try to celebrate anything anymore.

EMF... Lol

You burden me with your questions
You'd have me tell no lies
You're always asking what it's all about
But don't listen to my replies
You say to me I don't talk enough
But when I do I'm a fool
These times I've spent, I've realized
I'm going to shoot through
And leave you

The things, you say
Your purple prose just gives you away
The things, you say
You're unbelievable

You burden me with your problems
By telling me more than mine
I'm always so concerned
With the way you say
You've always go to stop
To think of us being one
Is more than I ever know
But this time, I realize
I'm going to shoot through
And leave you

Seemingly lastless, don't mean
You can ask us
Pushing down the relative
Bringing out your higher self
Think of the fine times
Pushing down the better few
Instead of bringing out the clues
To what the world and everything anger to
Brace yourself with the grace of ease
I know this world ain't what it seems.

What the fuck was that
It's unbelievable

Why do we ignore what we know?

I hear the world is smaller and spinning out of control.
If people these days are smarter why do we ignore what they know?

What the hell, lets run them over, no one remembers this come October.
Don't Look now I'm up to no good and it doesn't bother me like it should.

They say the world is smarter.
We've got this pleasant haze.
I won't be here, what will it bother?
Gorgeous unnatural overcast days, who in their right mind would complain?

You are here, you are right now and you are in control. Stop ignoring what you know.

Protect me from what I want...

Placebo.

Taking back Sunday!

Cleaning laundry and taking back Sunday!

Nothing quite like whiny anthems of heartbreak to get you cleaning

If time is a vessel, then learning to love
Might be my way back to sea
The flying, the metal, the turning above
These are just ways to be seen

We all get paid
Yeah some get faith before they die
Then through stars we will navigate
Through the holes in your eyes

How many days will it take to land?
How many ways to reach abandon?
Oh, abandon

Oh, so swoon, baby, starry nights
May our bodies remain
You move with me, I'll treat you right, baby
May our bodies remain

There is love to be made
So just stay here for this while
Perhaps heartstrings resuscitate
The fading sounds of your life

How many days will it take to land?
How many ways to reach abandon?
Oh, in abandon

So swoon baby starry nights
May our bodies remain
As deep we move, I'll feed you light, baby
May our bodies remain
Oh yeah in history, I'll treat you right, baby
I'm honest that way, hey

Swoon baby starry nights
May our bodies remain