The illusion has been lifted

I can't be fooled
Manipulated into feeling less
It was all smoke and mirrors

At the end, you are still lying to yourself of what you can portray as beautiful.

You lose not me!

Mascara...

I feel soon i will sink into you what do you think
'Cause theres still blood in your hair
and i've got the bruise of the year

But theres something about here long shady eyes
I'm all about her shade tonight

I hate your tattoos you have weak wrists but i'll keep you

'Cause theres something about her long shady eyes
I'm all about her shade tonight

Well it's too bad your married to me

Janus...

Cracks in the ceiling, crooked pictures in the hall
Counting and breathing, I'm leaving here tomorrow
They don't know, I'd never do you any good
Laughing is easy, I would...
If I could

Ain't gonna worry, just live 'til you die
I wanna drown with no-where
To fall into the arms of someone
There's nothin' to save
& I know
You live 'til you die

Losin' A feelin' that I couldn't give away
Counting and breathing, disappearing in the fade
They don't know, I'd never do you any good
Stoppin' and stayin', I would...
If I could

you'll take the ride to leave this town
along that yellow line
you'll find the life on the outside

you can't deny; the walk's too long
you'll get there in half the time
if you take a seat on the shotgun side

tahoma calls
it's waitin' there to get rid of us all
when the big one comes better pray the car don't stall

better hop on in
the pass will close if the clouds start rollin' in
can't take the thought of bein' stuck again

Airport photo edits....

Well, I met you at the blood bank
We were looking at the bags
Wondering if any of the colors
Matched any of the names we knew on the tags
You said, "See, look, that's yours!
Stacked on top with your brother's
See how the resemble one another
Even in their plastic little covers"

And I said I know it well

That secret that you know
But don't know how to tell
It fucks with your honor
And it teases your head
But you know that it's good girl
Because it's running you with red

Then the snow started falling
We were stuck out in your car
You were rubbing both of my hands
Chewing on a candy bar

You said, "Ain't this just like the present
To be showing up like this"
As a moon waned to crescent
We started to kiss

And I said I know it well
That secret that we know
That we don't know how to tell
I'm in love with your honor
I'm in love with your cheeks
What's that noise up the stairs, babe?
Is that Christmas morning creaks?

And I said I know it well
I know it well....

Forever...

“...you are my rainbow to keep. My eyes will always be watching you; never will I lose sight of you.”

Si vis pacem, para bellum